Dear Star V

You, fiery black Star

have courage that runs and

hides deep

happy post

am graduating next week :D

With the weather

With the silvered dark clouds, come good news and bad news. Friends who are suddenly struck with calamity on top of academic troubles, friends who you have only known to be kind and strong and generous.

It is hard. I am grateful for my blessings. I pray for them.

Results

Skyscrapers in the distance are  clad in fog, a faded image lining the horizon. The buildings nearer come sharp in focus. All is white. Rain fall light and steady. The cobbled pathway glisten, the grey skies mirrored in the puddles. My friend the wind do not howl today, he merely caress the leaves where the birds are singing still. It is mid-day. This is the weather today. 

My exam results should be released this evening. I should hope to breathe easy soon.

Say it never

By my conscious decisions 

my deliberate actions 

I captain my soul 

By my wavering resolve

my enduring impatience 

I quietly unravel

By my steady hand

   I am my own 

              making

           my own

               undoing

Night terror

In the Night

When darkness seems bright

You came to me

I am haunted 

By grief from another lifetime

I am haunted

By heartache from another age

In its void

    I am lost 

In its black

    I lose you 

Solemn one,

You who prey on my mind

When darkness hunt me down

You come to me

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and I thought I was done with that nightmare

Need

I can't live without doing, creating something. Draw, write, edits, whatever. I have visions and I want them in motion. I want always to be moved.  

I only want calm after inspiration. 

Reaffirmations

of another's affection for you, and vice versa. Isn't that what a bond is. Testimonies in the form of words and actions, but mostly, whatever is successful in sowing faith in said person. That indeed, you do love them and they you.

To be able to feel yourself needed.