I could tell that the lady was disconcerted by me. Tried to get me to answer questions. Frankly, I don't know the answer so I said whatever came to mind. It's so much easier to say things when you couldn't care less about how you come across.
I am at ease. It is one of those rare occasions whence absolute disinterest is actually freeing. Disinhibition as a result of uncaring.
All is grey. I am safe in my grey. Blessings abound, I shall carry on.